Miles to go before i sleep….

I laughed after a very long time, and laughed like hell.. there is this laugh which is unstoppable, you try your best but you simply can’t and you just laugh ,and that laugh happened to me..Even Ertyaas was looking at me with a surprising smiling look. Sitting at the main center square of Amsterdam’s red light area, where the smell of hash is making all of us high, we discussed on the same question of what to answer if our child asks the reason of creating her…. and she insisted on me being afraid of the responsibility and i told her i want to adopt a child instead of having my own and we laughed for a long time after that. Perhaps my laughter was due and the free city of Amsterdam was the right place and the right time for that…….. bouncing and rolling we came to our hotel and sitting on the balcony of smoky thoughts and petrified emotions i thought how many more cities do i need to cross, how many more continents do i need to pass how many unstoppable laughs i have to laugh before i reach the ethereal city of symbols, where my “desire” horses may finally be able to rest and my “hope” soul may finally be able to sleep in my beloved’s lap and i remembered robert frost’s lines

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

and i knew right beside me ertyass was also thinking the same at that very moment….