What does it matter

What does it matter!
You too big, you cannot see me
Or
I too small, like an unknown star

What does it matter!
Finding beauty in you
Or
Believing beauty to be you

What does it matter!
Questioning the existence of God
Or
Finding reasons to follow reasons

What does it matter!
Seeing “ESKI” in you ( ESKI is name of a child)
Or
Seeing you in “ESKI”

What does it matter!
I live , or die
Stay or Go
Happy or Sad
With or without
Becoming you has taken me
Beyond these worldly matters
Of whats and nots………………..